The discovering of deepest nature…
…The authentic self. Becoming free of the ever-pushing ego that is ever criticising , selecting judging. Ever analysing rather than having the freedom of spontaneity. of experiencing each action in its totality. Why live in shadows when you can walk in the light. Words 157 I can find endless reasons to feel down, depressed, disinterested, without hope.
Confused; emotionally obsessed, paranoid, alone, sad, and broken. Many negative descriptive words of gloom, and doom. all valid, as part of my life, at this time. However, I have gratitude, and gratitude is hard to ignore. Feeling sorry for myself, can only bring about apathy. A lost ability for action, in any positive form. Yet, before me awaits opportunities, simple rays of hope. Why then, turn my back upon myself. allowing, emotions of negativity to reign over me. I but need to regain a sense of purpose, and value. rather than living in, a reality of pretence. This is not the way to live, life has so much to offer. It is a truth; for to long have I allowed myself to live in the safety of my pretend world. Yet here I remain, in my negative state of mind for I fear that of; reality, truth, and actuality. I find myself without grounding, nor stability; nor vision, nor hope... ...and yet, the deepest essence within me.... words 464 ‘IT,’ appeared. Therefore, existed ‘IT’ had no idea why. However, soon discovered natural skills, which led to its growth, strength, and courage. 'IT’ was awake, a part of something that would lead far into an unknown future, for which ‘it’ had no concept. ‘IT,’ shared, creating what was to become knowledge, history, and that of false wisdoms Wisdoms that contained hardships, disappointments, and failings, With Knowledge came misconceptions, a divide between one thing and another. There became, confusions of status, purpose, and value. Such was the grand scale of all things. Words 231 Let me take you by the hand
and show you what’s been planned. Lead you through the streets of life, where there are they creating the greatest strife. Where people suffer in mental pain, through they who seek no more than gain. Let me take you on a magic tour, and show you beyond that darkened door of mental madness and conspiracies, Indoctrinations and therapies. Words 217 Each moment is a time of choice,
as each choice creates a new moment. One zeptosecond of energy moved into another………Choice made. Each change of energy sending and receiving, new choice vibrations Creating positive and negative outcomes, from that one zeptosecond moment. Words 156 There is a pattern in everything, a shape, a form, a colour.
Each thought has a purpose, yet oft floats on by, a forgotten dream. What though, of desire, of hope, of love, of time with no return. What choice to be made for the next step forward. What effect across this world, as both sun, and moon bring forth new life? Who turns the wheel of cause, and effect, if not yourself my friend? Words 632 |
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Paul Charles (Scribz) The Unconventional Scribbler Creative Expressionist. Words from the Soul. Life, is Life, Is life. Until, it is not.
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